urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333 Sea Bass Sea Bass 2005-08-19T22:53:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:3817 2005-08-19T22:53:32Z 2005-08-19T22:53:32Z ok so as everyone knows and by everyone i mean everyone!!!! there will be a party at my house on sat. and if people want to come they better be willing to drop some scrilla on booze and what not!! and i dont mean to be shitty but you need to ask me if you can come befor you come so that i can make a safe assumption of how many people are gonna be there....and everyone better keep there goddamn voices down or ur gettin kicked out!!!!! luv ya all. -sebula urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:3526 2005-06-12T03:32:20Z 2005-06-12T03:32:20Z Oh gawd! to add to the fact that i am constantly deprived of romance in my life, i unknowingly followed KT on a trip to her car.... only to find roses from charlez on the windshield...awwww i said but outwardly, but inside i envied that bitch. (sry KT dramatic purposes only) Will their ever be a rainbow? And a subtle message to those out there I also like roses on my car...just throwin that out there!...<br /><br /><br />"Some events in this story may be over exaggerated or fictional. some character names may have been changed in the creating of this piece. Duplicating this message is unlawful and could result in jail time and or fines of up to $100,000." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:3230 2005-06-07T19:29:28Z 2005-06-07T19:29:28Z ok so ive decided that im the biggest looser when im high...and i especially hate trying to have any kind of intelegent conversations with intelegent people while stoned...i may be making this a bigger deal than need be....neways i would like to say on the record im not a empty minded as most would think.....and please for everyones sake forget any dumb things i have said while high unless it was extremely funny.....oh god KT guess who i saw today?? well actually two people, one of them touched themselves inapropriatley in ur car....lol.....inside stroy..that means no shity comments ben!!!. ight....well ill see ya'll in a little bit urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:3053 2005-06-06T01:58:47Z 2005-06-06T01:59:20Z What a fun fun fun party!! i love bonfire parties especially ones with nudity!! hey hey hey. and only if its followed by camping cause ur to drunk to drive. and when you get to hear ur most hated manager drunkenly sing "Horse With No Name, by, America". good times good times urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:2677 2005-03-15T20:35:58Z 2005-03-15T20:35:58Z the best thing happened to me today!! i cant explaine i only know that it was the absolute best thing that could have happened!!! my dream come true!! how do i get so luckey? it was great! absolutely great!!! kt and i have the magic touch i guess?? wow thats all i can say was wow!! so ne-ways i am so boring i dont even knbow what to say??? ide post more messages but my computer has a virus!! it sucks i know but oh well!! i have to go . ttyl! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:2451 2005-02-12T08:43:32Z 2005-02-12T08:43:32Z hey im updating cuz im like really cool. <br />not as cool as kt and jamie, but almost. haha!<br />and im mad cuz every body is getting booty but me,<br />lol<br />jamie is so fucking awesome,<br />i love her cuz she and kt are like soooo cool! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:2200 2004-12-08T19:13:56Z 2004-12-08T19:13:56Z after a very uneasy night with a few soldiers and some friends.. i have decided that its time for me to give up my one true love. i dont even really know how we got to this point in our relation ship? its been stale for awhile..and i see no other option then to break up. and what a hard thing to do. so as my final fairwell i just want to say, weve had good time, not so good time, sad time, happy times, forgetfull times, but i just want out and im sorry... so goodbye alcohol!! ill miss seeing you, tasting you, but not retasting you.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:1849 2004-11-04T04:45:20Z 2004-11-04T04:45:20Z thing are crazy right now!!! i dont even know what to think i feel like everyone hates me.. what to do, what to do?? my friend acts like we were never friends, like we never shared things.. i think its because we are too much alike!! i dont fucking know i just think im alone...im disposable.. like a permanate marker writen on skin, washed off by time with soap..im being washed away..slowly..so i smoke a joint and forget about it and contiue on my great unfufilling life...alot of what i said was bullshit only spoken because im drunk..so dissregard.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:1622 2004-10-28T21:31:17Z 2004-10-28T21:31:17Z God only i would get caught out of the billions of time iv been to the club with todd and ben, drinking.. it was a normal night at celebrities, i was having a great time and even madeout with probably the hottest guy iv ever met their who was soon to become the love of my life. or as we call him number 23.. number 23 was everything i look for in a guy..style,looks,and that very important straightness factor...he wasnt straight but boy did he act like it..well as we (me and 23)walked joyfully to my car for a little minor consumption party of our own, not a care ran through my head...untill...dun dun dun...a fucking bitch ass renta cop told me to step out of the car...he told me i was being arrested and would go to jail..blah.blah.blah..."in ohio just having an open container is an automatic DUfuckingI" he said and then continued to badger me with filthy words like bitch, fucking liar, dumb ass, and my all time favorite "look here you little fucking puke face!!!" ne ways nothing ended up happeneing i can just never go back..the only thing that i regret is that i have lost the love of my life forever...<br /><br />"well take what you for me<br />you deserve it all,....<br />..nine times outta ten<br />our hearts just get dissolved.." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:1468 2004-10-26T19:57:28Z 2004-10-26T19:57:28Z today is an empty day! its oe of those days where you wished you were 6 again and could lay around the house or go have an adventure somewhere! i think one of the biggest factors in loosing our youth is the lack of mystery. when you were a kid it was fun to go outside and play or take a hike in the woods. but now, grown up, we know whats in the woods. playing outside is only to get a tan and why walk anywhere when you can drive! sorry if this doesnt make sense, im in a jumble of a mood!<br /><br /><br />P.S. KT i missed you last night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:1176 2004-10-25T20:18:36Z 2004-10-25T20:18:36Z Just as a quick question, Is it worse to want something real bad or to loose something you really like?? is thier much of a difference? i mean if you really want something sooo bad and you know u can never have it does it hurt worse than loosing something you really like!! ok i deffinately repeated myself for clarification purposes only? well if anyone feel like they would like to comment feel free!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:958 2004-10-22T20:04:25Z 2004-10-22T20:04:25Z Gwen Steffani, what u waiting for!! I SLEPT IN MY UNIFORM LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I WANTED TO WIN TODAY!<br /><br /><br />well i was late to work once again and im starting to think that everyone their hates me! ok not really but my general manager is an ass...repeat an ass!!! but luckily for me i may be getting a second job at speedway!! im very excited...! Does anyone think that its weird if someone wants to hook up with you that you have never met or even seen befor!! thats what i thought, yes its weird! Im very happy about working tonight cause i get to work with my good friend KT...now that ive rambled on for awhile about nothing, because im a mindless shell of a boy i will let you all go... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:534 2004-10-21T18:55:28Z 2004-10-21T18:55:28Z Dear lord i hate myself...ok not really! Well i partied too hard with kt last nite and missed work today!! its ok though they love me their..my manager said, "its ok go back to sleep. enjoy your day!!" what a great life at the Bees...Let me give a big hey to all those Applelicious, appletastic, applebuddies out their!!!ok im a retard so im gonna shut up now!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zebo4333:284 2004-10-19T21:02:24Z 2004-10-19T21:02:24Z SOOOO... its my first time ever writing on a live journal, and im not sure what to say!?? Except Brooks is a cry baby!! and no i wont get naked for you!!!! LOL!! So the other day i was hanging out with my absolutely fabulous friend KT and i realized how damn hot she was!! i mean damn.. "If anyone knows Tim please dont tell him i said that" if anyone would like to comment feel free... i always appreciate other people thoughts..... i sound like some kind of counselor.....just call me Dr.Seb!!! j/k